Tuesday, 14 June 2011

For Winnie (because every dog should have poetry written for them)


Taste the morning dew,
As the sun warms your coat you
Blink contentedly.

Obsession can be
known only by those who would
Sell their soul for cheese.

Slink like a shadow
Around war mongering cats,
Bravery be damned.

Flirting with my man,
trying to steal kisses, you
linger at his knee. 

Sunday, 15 May 2011

More Haiku's!

If you hold your breath
I will whisper the secret
curled into your ear. 

I carry my soul
everywhere I go, its kept
in a plastic bag. 

Soft hair peeks above
the cover, betraying your
Anonymity.

Jumped in a puddle
as I laughed at the grownups.
Now my feet are wet. 

Tuesday, 10 May 2011

Haiku's I wrote in Class

Reverberating
Silence echoes between us
Dust motes catch the sun.

We follow that dog
tricked by the triumphant moon
who laughs in death's face.

Repercussions of
Apologizing to You
Paralyze my tongue.

Secrets of knowledge
deeply and heavily line
my grandmother's face.

Standing at my door
baleful eyes and dripping hair
silence holds your tongue.

The Value of a Kindness

I have learned the man's face behind the counter. I see him a few time a week as I smile and push some coins into his hand; I come for the cheap, foamy coffee. Once, I bring my reusable cup and he lets me pay one dollar for a two dollar sized drink.  He does me a kindness worth a a dollar that causes me to pause momentarily.  Today when I hold out my money, he shakes his head no.
"It is okay" he says.
"But I have to pay you" I reply.
He shakes his head again and I thank him. His small kindness again causes me to pause and think momentarily. Why does this act of kindness mean so much to me?
There exists a concept of 'paying it forward'. This means that if you do something kind for someone, that person will do something kind for another person, and one day the universe will reward you for the kindness you originally did. I find this concept to be an affirmation of a Christian idea in Matthews and  Jewish idea stated by Rabbi Akiva, to do unto others what you have them do unto you (Rabbi Akiva said to love ones neighbor as yourself). There also exists the Jewish reciprocal of this which is to not do unto others what you would not have them do unto you (Rabbi Hillel).
A few months ago I found an I-phone in that same coffee shop. I returned it to a girl whose fleeting face I forgot immediately.  I did a kindness which affected a person whom I may unknowingly walk by in the street, a person whose lingering body heat may leave my seat in the library warm. Maybe in some way this kindness which I have done has brought about another kindness and another kindness and another kindness which causes me to pause momentarily one day in a coffee shop.
We do not do for others or refrain from doing unto others because we expect repayment.  We do it to create a positive impact. We do it to improve ourselves. We do it to create relationships of understanding which bind us to the people around us whose names and faces slip beyond our recognition. And every now and then, we get a free coffee which inspires us to do something for a stranger.

Sunday, 8 May 2011

Alpacas galore

As the sun shines brightly and little birds flit in the sky, Garnet makes little noises as she pulls at the bottle's nipple, trying to get more milk. I am straddling a baby alpaca and bottle feeding her.  This orphaned baby follows me around the pasture and lets me hold her and pet her. She is one of the softest things I have ever touched. This is by far the best chore I get to do at Madison's, the R. families bed and breakfast which doubles as an alpaca farm.
After Garnet's breakfast, Eliot and I chase alpacas around pens, waving our arms like lunatics in order to get them to move. I learn how to corner an alpaca and catch it; if you slip an arm under its head you can put it in an effective head lock while firmly gripping its back with your other hand.  I wave my arms, cut toenails, and catch alpacas and hold them while they got shots. Alpacas also spit up regurgitated grass which smells like poop. I learn this after alpaca spit blows in my face, carried by the wind.  Alpacas also kick if they don't want you behind this. I learn this from a glancing blow which manages to hit both of my legs.
After a hard day's work, I kick back and relax while I watch Eliot skin a dead alpaca.  It has been dead for a few days and smells horrible. Its bloated stomach and intestines sit outside of its stomach cavities and its fleece is matted and filthy.  I sit fifteen paces away with my sweatshirt firmly clamped over my nose.  Charlie, the dachshund is not as perturbed as I am by the smell of rotting carcas, she sniffs over to where Eliot is working and licks her chops. Eliot explains the process to me as he is doing it, point out various body parts as he works.  The fleece will be tanned and then sold after Eliot is through with it.
I make my way back to the cabin and the scent of alpaca carcass wafts up my nostrils; Eliot brought the fleece up to the cabin we are staying at for some unknown reason and set it down and the dachshunds have eaten part of it.
I take a long bath because after a day like this it is the most necessary thing in the world.

Sunday, 1 May 2011

Dachshunds are silly looking

So I have come to the conclusion that dachshunds are basically the most ridiculous creatures ever. Their legs are about four inches long. When you tell one to sit, you can't tell if they are sitting already because they are that low to the ground to begin with.
One of the families who I have gone to for Shabbat has two of these funny looking fellows who I have secretly dubbed Princess and Maggie as it is a mother and daughter. Their real names are Hailey (mother) and Charlie (who is the daughter).  Hailey is an ancient 14 and Charlie is a young and nubile 12 year old. They run around the house and bark at people when they want to be fed.
Over Pesach, we were all sitting around in the kitchen before the Seder, just hanging out.  Suddenly someone asked, "what is Hailey doing to Charlie?"
Now there is a special connection between a mother and a daughter, encapsulated brilliantly in this relationship.  These two are the epitome of loving. They sleep in the same basket. Eat all their meals together. Lick each other for no apparent reason.
Hailey had climbed onto her daughter, Charlie, and then for no apparent reason had urinated on her.

A picture of a dachshund is included for your viewing pleasure.

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Thursday, 14 April 2011

Tasmania (sorry this is late...)

I decided to go to Tasmania because I start to feel claustrophobic every now and then, as if I am not taking advantage of all of these beautiful places that are surrounding me.  We are always making decisions about what to prioritize, and for five days I prioritized exploration.

I am snooping around a house that is not mine.  The floors are old pine and I am not privy to the secrets of which spots creak and groan.  There are Buddhist statues in each room, some with incest lying by their folded legs.  The kitchen table is a dark wood and the chairs are intricately carved.  I try to be careful and quiet, I don't want to wake up Yani.  Yani is a nineteen year old Tasmanian girl whose parents moved to Tasmania from Switzerland. I met her on a website that sets up couchsurfers with people who are willing to host them. I am pleasantly surprised that Yani is not insane, but I am still careful to put something in front of the closed door so if someone tries to murder me in the middle of the night, I will be tipped off.
We wake up early and Yani drives us to Mt. Wellington.  The Dolomitic rocks at the top are dramatic looking and beautiful.  We stop by a small waterfall and fill up our waterbottles, getting wet in the process.  As we hike up a beaten and marked path, I try to pant quietly and promise myself to go jogging more often. As we get higher up the mountain, the vegetation changes. The tree types change, and at the top of the mountain there is just brush and stunted trees. As I look out over Hobart and the ocean I am struck by the beauty of the scene (which also reminds me a bit of the Greek Islands, what with towns/cities being built right on the water, it is a very similar look albeit without the white buildings with blue roofs). We brave the bone chilling wind that suddenly threatens us and I snap dozens of pictures of the view. Yani then drops me off at Penina and David's house.
Penina and David are the only religious Jews in Hobart. Penina tells me they are only three shomer shabbat/shomer kashrut families in Tasmania and they are spread out amongst three cities.  The couple must have some relationship to Chabad because there are pictures of them with the Rebbe in the house and signs announcing the impending arrival of Moshiach and our need to be ready.
When I arrive David is sitting on the porch with Moshe, a Jewish doctor from San Fransisco that grew up reform and became orthodox when he came to Hobart. Moshe and David are drinking a Lechaim, as a community member died and they were the ones who did the rites that are supposed to be done with the body.  They sit, sipping vodka and telling stories of the dead man.  Penina, an older religious woman who wears a sheital and/or tichul comes out on the porch and taking David's shot glass, she makes a Le'chaim and then takes a gulp of vodka. My jaw drops a little. These people are like no chabadniks I have ever met.
Shabbat day I walk to the synagogue with Penina and David. The shul is the second oldest in Australia and smells musty, as if the dust of the past two hundred years has slowly settled in the creases and wrinkles of the building. The building is quiet save for the sounds of us davening. Moshe joins us and we are the congregation and the community. Penina sings loudly, she whispers to me "Kol Isha doesn't really count here because it is just my husband and Moshe is a bit deaf". Is it too soon to say this woman is incredible?
After shul I walk through the Salamanca market, an outdoor market that takes place every Saturday in Hobart. I am glad it is Shabbat and I cannot handle money or I would spend lots of money. There are homemade jams, pastries, perfume bottles. There is a leather top hat at a stall that only makes leather hats. I try fudge and chocolate samples and am amazed by a teenager who is playing the guitar and didjereedo at the same time. He is also playing a percussion instrument with his foot. This kid has skill.
Saturday night I went to the Salamanca market again to sample the bars. I play pool and let an Indian man named Rajah (yes, this is the name of the tiger from Aladdin) buy me a drink while I politely listen to him talk about himself. After a half an hour, I excuse myself and head back to Penina and David's.

The silence of a forest is something I wish I could capture and release at will. The huge mossy trees shade the path I am walking on, hiding little animals and mushrooms. I run ahead of the tourist group I have come to Russel Falls with so I can feel alone and suspended in the moment. The trees are truly massive, a felled trees trunk is taller than I am. The waterfall is beautiful and I saw several Paddymelons along the path. Paddymelons look like a mix between mice and kangaroos. They don't look like kangaroos really, but they bounce around like kangaroos. We then head over to an animal conservation and look at Tasmanian devils and other Indigenous critters. Behind the conservation is a river which a wild platypus has declared his territory. We watch him surface and then disappear again as he scrapes food of the  bottom of the river. He rises like a balloon when he needs to  breath.

"We usually don't take less than 3 people on a trip, but we made an exception today" Scott my tour guide tells me on Monday morning. We are waiting in the car for the 2nd member of out trip to meet us. Luckily she stands us up, discouraged by the rainy day.  And so we head to Wineglass Bay, me and my personal tour guide. Scott and I start making conversation and small talk on the two and a half hour drive over to Freycinct national park. Obviously because it is me, we end up talking about religion and G-d and faith. We discuss the purpose of religion, moral fiber, our families, where we have traveled. I have never told so much to a stranger before, but at the same time it feels safe to tell your inner thoughts to a stranger.  I will never see or talk to Scott again.
We arrive at Wineglass Bay which is supposed to be one of the most beautiful places in the world. The fog obscures the bay, and instead of seeing the bay I become a witness to the ability of a lake to disappear. It is still beautiful and I am impressed by the plants and animals we see as we hike down to the deserted beach. I take pictures of the rocks which are red and green and yellow (from the algae??), the water which is so clear, and play with the seaweed which feels like thick plastic. I try to rip the seaweed and can't.  I am freezing cold and thoroughly damp from being drizzled on for hours by the time we hike back to the car. Scott takes me a few more stop offs to see the views. Then we get ice cream at a farm where they make it themselves. When we get back in the car, I am shivering.
I fly back to Sydney the next morning, glad that I went on an adventure by myself and saw the things I saw and met the people I met. I consider the trip a success.